It had such a profound effect on me, the time leading up to it when i had to contemplate the inevitable, her death during which i felt total love and calm as i cuddled her on the sofa, and afterwards (immediately after i could do nothing but prowl around trying not to be physically sick) as i recovered far quicker and more calmly than expected.
i know this will have a deeply lasting effect on me as i experienced emotions and stuff that was new to me, i just dont know how they will manifest themselves yet. lets see.
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